dilemma

lately it's been a very bad situation for me. i have been facing some kind of dilemma. i just couldn't think straight what i should be doing is right or wrong. i feel like a 10-year-old kid again, living in a world full of entertainment in this era of globalization.

sometimes i feel that studying some subjects in the senior high is just to spend a lot of time, changes mindset about some things and wasting many megabytes of my brain. well maybe its not the subject that's useless but the way the teachers give some material. for example, geography. the meaning of some points was a total blur. the teacher came in to class, wrote some sentences on the board, stopped a while and began to talk very randomly. i mean it, random. plutonious language, if there is such any language. when the test is up, i spent or i think we spent just 20-30 minutes memorizing them. we managed to memorized but we just barely got the meaning. well maybe i learned something from the movie that he shows us, but he didnt explain anything to us before nor after it. it was a nerve-wracking experience (the memorizing), maybe good for our brains? but i dont think so. we are forced to memorize and not to think logically. same thing as in sociology. and yet to tell you i'm nobody to give this argument. i'm not infallible (lol) it's a D-I-L-E-M-M-A

recently i also don't know why i'm getting a bit excited about some music of the bee gees. there are 'i started a joke','how deep is your love?','words','massachusetts','to love somebody','for so long','saturday night fever','more than a woman' and many more. please people.. help me get back to the real time! but i believe these songs were some top real mind-blowing pieces of notes that rocked the generation in the late 60s and 70s. it continues through now and will never, ever.. be broken. well, classic songs never die really :)

i'm so glad i'm updating my blog. haha