tests tests and tests

it has been another 5 days since my last post. i was very busy, actually i'm grounded now because of my laziness by not studying for the last tests. i'm not allowed to go out for at least a week from now and also not allowed to browse the net. i was very lucky today because my parents and my brother are going out. i browsed facebook, kaskus and also all watch all recent funny videos at youtube and keep up with sports news in footytube.com. these all are websites that i usually open.

next wednesday after the pre-exams have passed, hopefully i would like to go out with gamigejarenovasi and also my pokawang friends to ex or somewhere that we could chill and have a lot of fun together. that's my dream and expectation to do before the national test.

so tomorrow the subjects will be english and journalistic. i pretty much think that i'll pass the 2 subjects with a high mark. just wait and see. am not feeling to study even a little. oh yeah and i was so happy that the last tryout for english i got a score of 96! that's a very big improvement for me because the last one was 78. well, it was way below my expectation but still, an improvement. i was also very disappointed because the last tryout for science i just got 68! what a loss of opportunity to bounce back my scores! okay, i was so horribly tired with all this. i was just thinking to play play and play. yeah well i was.

i know i know it sounded like i really really dont care about the tests. i was wondering a few minutes ago how if i wont even pass the national test? it's freaking me out. i'd be so embarrassed that also i had to do another one year of junior high and also i had to re-test for canisius senior high that i'd worked hard for. i would also be mocked and everythiiing that i would never even think about... so now, hopefully God's with me and let me go through to the senior high with good grades in my diploma.

PS : ARGHH i wanna get over this as soon as possibleeee!!