educationally boring

yeah yesterday was educationally boring. came in to my class just a glance before the bell rang as usual. it was closer than i thought. but never mind it happens a lot. i just wanna say how bored i was yesterday at the early of the day. started with indonesian lecture and ips. ips sucks. i was given 55 at the ASEAN test. to be honest i didn't even study about it.. but to be such a goody in school i told my friends that i'd studied. it didn't work out quite what i had expected. i kinda like geography though but i dont know what happened to me but i just didnt like this one. well i'm good in geo-challenge on facebook but i think it's not real. overall the score doesnt really matter because we are all gonna have a classical test which means a re-test!

there's also something quite shocking yesterday. when i went back from the ips-room, there's a whole bunch of my friends who were trying to see something on a table in my class. i thought it would be journalistic test. i was right. i was given 90 on both of the journalistic theory and "praktek" tests. i was very proud of myself. rene and nicholas congratulated me on it. i felt i was really supported by both of them. such a nice friend! later on that day, i was very happy and cheered up. i finished the day in a good mood. but i thought about it again. why do i always happy because of my scores? i dont want to be like this. this is not me. i want to be happy because of something else. i want to be happy by having fun with my friends and helping other people. this is one of the thing that indonesian people have been doing. even pater eko doesn't quite care about this. he's just talking and talking about compassion and conscience stuff. but i know deeply that he just cares about his student's scores and by talking about compassion as an "additional". i concluded that i want to have both scores and compassion as the main motto of my school, compassion, conscience and competence. well, it's gombal but anyway it's my desire and dream.

it's the post for yesterday's